You look at me and I know you're in pain. I know what we have to do but no one wants to do it. We're all selfish and think about the ache in our hearts rather than the pain you're feeling everywhere else. You look at me and I know you're asking for the end, but I'm scared. I'm scared to live in a world without you; I'm scared to know that when I wake up every morning you won't be there to greet me. You've been my best friend my whole life, as long as I can remember and I don't want that to change; but it has to and I don't want to deal with that fact. No one does. The suffering you feel isn't worth it, but the suffering in my heart will never go away. I love you with all my heart and more and I can't bear to see you go, but I can't bear to see you like this either. I'm, we're, at a crossroad not knowing which road to take; we know which one we have to, but we don't want to.

I love you Casey, my friend, my puppy, and you will always be in my heart.